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21 April 2011 @ 10:31 am
Fic: Want You To  
Behold, our second fic rec! This is so raw and genuinely heartwrenching, with the best kind of shock value, and you'll find yourself thinking back to it for days after you read it. Painful, haunting, and you won't regret it, I promise.

Want You To by jedusaur
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: R
Wordcount: ~1100
Warnings: Disturbing themes
Summary: He opens the file, expecting either a cat macro or porn. Because Pete is nothing if not predictable, it's porn, but because Pete's predictability can be unpredictable, it's porn of Frank.

Gerard has an addictive personality. He's been addicted to substances, but those are just the addictions people can see. The deeper addictions are the habits he's never going to kick, the ones that are so ingrained they're part of him. He's addicted to the white noise of people screaming their hearts out, the smooth roar that results from thousands of thrilled fans each pouring out their excitement into the ambient din of the crowd, and at the same time he's addicted to the surprise of people noticing his competence outside his music. He's addicted to mindsets, to optimism, to creation, to regret.

Getting addicted to people never turns out well, but he does it anyway, all the time.

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